Ruined Friendship...

The worst argument I recall, was with my best friend. Although I don't know if we still are friends anymore. I don't really know how we got into this argument but I guess I was just being mean. I think I ruined our relationship because she tried apologizing but ignored her and well we don't talk anymore. But she's friends with my other friends and it's awkward now. I think I kind of messed things up and started saying to much and ruined our friendship. Although I think that I learned a lesson, never start anything without any reasoning to it, and not interpret things that happen to much.Also it still hasn't been resolved till this day.

"Fake it until you become it"

The things I feel most confident about is the personality that I have and the confidence I have now in myself on accomplish things that I would never see myself do. I was always mortified to try new things. Until I decided to boost up my confidence so now I'm not to vulnerable to try new things. Although the thing I need to boost up my confidence is to stop thinking about everything in a negative way or a negative outcome. I have trouble trying to think about things in a positive way. I think I could fix this by trying to not overthink things because I tend to do that a lot. Also try to think things in a positive way till I become it.

My Break

My winter break wasn't that bad, it was ok. I didn't really do much over break but I catch up on sleep. I can't remember if I did anything kind or thoughtful. I helped my mom cook for the holidays which I normally don't do on a regular basis. I also wrote a letter to someone that I care about for Christmas. I manage to make them happy and smile which brought a smile to my face. I don't really do much thoughtful things or maybe I don't notice or remember. Although I plan to change that. I want to try to be more thoughtful and kind to people and myself in general.